I've Learned Over The Years all the things I should and shouldnt do.
and when its time to grow up.

and when its time to be stupid.

Maybe It's Both, Maybe Being Stupid Enough To Grow Up. Is Really Accepting The Fact That You've Matured.
We feel like we're so much older than we are.But the extent of knowledge we have yet to hone is exponential. But at the same time, if we don't take ourselves seriously, then that could hardly be called living. So I guess growing
up is the act of not getting over your head, and knowing where you stand against or with the rest of the world.

I Just got done reading and old break up conversation with Chase.
I Realized How dramatic I was.

I could have said a billion other things to make it better.
But I Didnt.

It Always Feels like I've grown up enough and I'm Ready To Go.
But I Do Know That There Is Always Going To Be Something To Learn From Every Step That I Take.

And Spending Time With What Family You Have Left Before Soon It's Theyre Time To Go Is Just As Important.
Love Isn't always on top of the list of things to do and find.

Yeah it's a nice thing to have.
But sometimes, you need time to just sit back by yourself and fix what needs to be fixed.

And Have No One There To Help You.
That Way, When It Happens Again. you know what to do.

Somethings In Life Are Inevatable Though.
Maybe you need someone in your life to help you make sure your really living ya know?

and a wall of peices of paper showing your acheivments just isnt cutting it anymore, or all the figureins that lay on your desk from the tournoments you've one.
They just dont feel the same as when someone you care for tells you how amazing you are at this and that.

and well thats just your thing.

We All Make Mistakes.
We All Meet People We Sometimes Wish We Never Met.

But Really, Theres A Reason Why You've Done It
Why You've Met That Person.

And I Know Just As Well As Any Adult Would Know.
You Need Other People To Help You Grow.

The Old Learn From The New
The New Learn From The Old.

And When You Finally Think You Have True Love.
Watch Exactly How Fast Things Slip Away.

Dont Let Your Life Go Just Yet.
Dont Waste Your Time Cutting Your Wrists.

Transfer It Into Things It Can Be Useful For.

Dont Hold In Every Single Thought You've Ever Had.
Even Though I'd Be A Hypocrite For Saying That.
You Should Say Whats On Your Mind Exactly Even If It's What The Other Person Doesnt Want To Hear.

Just Do It, Wether Your Scared To Or Not.

You Dont Need To Be Scared Of Dying.
Being Scared Of Living Is Something Serious.

So Get Over Your Fear Of It.